In Another Life

Sometimes I lay awake in the cold of the night, thinking of you. Not that I miss you, not I'm crying over you. I just begin to wonder. Forever my heart will be ina thousand lost pieces, too small to pick up and place back. The tragedy was you. But still...
I love you dearly.

In another life, a different time, we took that leap of faith and love. I ran away with you. We walk the beach at night, watching the stars fall around us, breathing in the oceans voice. We kiss at every moment, I hold your hand within mine, and never let go. I wake up, walk to the kitchen in your shirt, make my coffee and wake you with a gentle kiss. We share our morning grumbles and kiss in the shower, afraid that soon we will part for the next few hours. Our life is perfect. For an ordinary girl.
Yet, I never was, and neverwill be...ordinary.
I wake alone.I shy away from the sun at time. I curse the blessed life of love and complacency. I strive to be heard, and someday, soon, the whole world shall hear my voice, feel my pain, cry in happiness with me. I strive to be heard, when really...
I WANT to be loved.
In another life, I made you mine. But here, I'll whisper to your ghost and be on my way.