CLICK HERE FOR BLOGGER TEMPLATES AND MYSPACE LAYOUTS »

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

My Tragedy



No, I won't fall. but if I do, yours will be the last name I call. It's sad to feel like you're still all I ever had, when you've never been here. It's been a long day, a long year. And there's nothing to show for it.
I used to think I had you to show for it, but what happens when that reason to shine fades away, or was never really there? I'm sorry that I ever knew what your voice sounded like. Now, I can't really remember, maybe that's for the best.
I wonder what happened to you, so far away. I wish I wasn't always alone, but I've kept myself that way for so long, that warmth frightens me. So I continue to walk in the shadows where it's still safe, it's quiet here.
No, I won't swear to you anything that I have running through my mind. I won't waste a single word on where I might be. I'm here and that's all you need to know. It's not like me to show where I'm going, but I'll draw for anyone where I've been. Simply because it's so simple. Just a few lines, a few tears, a lot of laughs, and a lot of dark.
I'm lacking the information to tell the world that I'll grow up someday.
You're just a tragedy, kept in the dark. I'll use a candle to keep you away. You might be surprise to see that I'll do just fine. I do cry, for all the things I can't imagine. Anyone would. But I also laugh for all the things that I'll never know. Or at least that's what you'll see.
No, I won't fall. I won't call or even write your name on paper. When you decided I wasn't worth the sun, that's when I faded
To the shadow of a ghost.
Someday, I'll grow up
And I won't let you run my life.
You're my reason to die. So, today, I leave you behind.
Goodnight, my Tragedy.