Have you..

ever thought about someone so much that sometimes you forget to breathe? Everything else seems so boring, so black and white, plain, still? Just that one person. That's all you need. That's all you'll ever need, that's all you want. Bottom line:

I love you so much that I can't think of a way to tell you just how much. I can't explain how fantastic you make me feel. But I wish I could. It honestly hurts that I can't share those feeling with you. I want to.


Every second I'm without you I'm a mess...

What If I Could Go To Sleep For Days?

It would be amazing. I don't know exactly why, but I keep getting super depressed....it sucks ass. All I want to do is lay in bed. And now I can't even do that because the fucking rats made it into my room and were crawling all over my pillow. Yeah, I'm all for animal rights, but I hope the little fuckers die. Soon. They're taking over my life and destroying all of my shit. I'm pissed, I'm tired, I can't call OR text Crystal, nothing.....well, I don't really know where the hell this is supossed to be going, so whatever. I'm done. Fuck life, man. Fuck it. I'm going to lay in the spare room with Max...

Did you ever just want to sleep for a few weeks? I think I'm over medicated. =-(