The taller I become, the harder it seems to stand on my own two feet. Blame it on everything but yourself, right? Not my fault I can't find my way out. I can't change who I am. And I won't try. Being without you makes me feel real again. (I'm only lying.)
What can I do? Sit around and wait for you, when I know you'll never come? never smile on my behalf. I hold a guilt of letting you go. Like I should have tried much harder to keep you near me. When all in all, you were never here to begin with. I walk alone.
I watch the sky and wonder who I really am. I'm lost in my own world, but I kind of like it that way. Everyone knows me there. They smile when I wave. They hold dear my thoughts as if they were the secrets of life. I just want to be somebody. Not you, not her, not them. Just...someone. I love an empty space where there used to be love. Or was it never there? I'll never know. I walk alone.
I see your face every day, in all I do. But this time. i won't chase. I'll walk away. You don't control me anymore.
(I'm only lying.)
What can I do? Sit around and wait for you, when I know you'll never come? never smile on my behalf. I hold a guilt of letting you go. Like I should have tried much harder to keep you near me. When all in all, you were never here to begin with. I walk alone.
I watch the sky and wonder who I really am. I'm lost in my own world, but I kind of like it that way. Everyone knows me there. They smile when I wave. They hold dear my thoughts as if they were the secrets of life. I just want to be somebody. Not you, not her, not them. Just...someone. I love an empty space where there used to be love. Or was it never there? I'll never know. I walk alone.
I see your face every day, in all I do. But this time. i won't chase. I'll walk away. You don't control me anymore.
(I'm only lying.)
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