I'm sliding slightly farther from you, but your warmth can still sting the tiny corners of my mind. I choose to look you in the eyes, but you'll never look through mine. I can't explain it enough. You're just not the same anymore.
You were beautiful. I don't know where that died, but the blood is on your hands now, I'm washing myself clean of this mess. You've left me wandering into a room I never knew. Hoping I would lose my way, you clearly don't know me well enough. I can find my place again, a new name you'll never find one quite like mine. But I'll walk away, like you've won this game. Because in a way....
You did.
I let you tear me down, shatter my very heart, my hair, my eyes, they have no light. Or rather, no...
Shadows.
I gave myself to you, in ever sense of a word, and what in return? I asked for nothing. And that's exactly what you gave me. In a silent state, I'll remember your name, but that ring, that sound, that music, it doesn't play anymore. Not like it did then. In such a short time, in such a long life, you've twisted the rope one too many times, and now I'm breaking free.
You knew all the tricks that no one could find. But Karma is a love that's been on my side. She soars close to my soul, beside me, but I'll never wish it upon you.
No.
I'll build myself strong this time. I won't let you cry, still to this day and on. I'll never let you fall, although you only laughed as I burned. I'll never show you the pain I've felt. So for the last time.
I'm kissing you
Goodbye.
You were beautiful. I don't know where that died, but the blood is on your hands now, I'm washing myself clean of this mess. You've left me wandering into a room I never knew. Hoping I would lose my way, you clearly don't know me well enough. I can find my place again, a new name you'll never find one quite like mine. But I'll walk away, like you've won this game. Because in a way....
You did.
I let you tear me down, shatter my very heart, my hair, my eyes, they have no light. Or rather, no...
Shadows.
I gave myself to you, in ever sense of a word, and what in return? I asked for nothing. And that's exactly what you gave me. In a silent state, I'll remember your name, but that ring, that sound, that music, it doesn't play anymore. Not like it did then. In such a short time, in such a long life, you've twisted the rope one too many times, and now I'm breaking free.
You knew all the tricks that no one could find. But Karma is a love that's been on my side. She soars close to my soul, beside me, but I'll never wish it upon you.
No.
I'll build myself strong this time. I won't let you cry, still to this day and on. I'll never let you fall, although you only laughed as I burned. I'll never show you the pain I've felt. So for the last time.
I'm kissing you
Goodbye.
"You almost always pick the best times
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm
red flashing lights
well this time I'm not going to watch myself die
I think I made it
a game to play your game
and let myself cry
I buried myself alive on the
inside
so I could shut you out
and let you go away for a long time
I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you
trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
Nicer than that."
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