Two Days

It's been two days. Since she walked away. Without another sound, she turned away. In my dreams, I see her face, I see all the things I've missed, the things I'll never take back. She deserves this.
She broke my mind, shattered on the bathroom floor I watch them shine in the moon light. Like tiny little daggers, swimming in an ocean of greed and envy. I'm a selfish soul. I'll admit it to anyone. I'm always looking for a way to make myself smile. But the truth is...
These pieces on the floor, they burn a hole in my heart, showing me that all I really loved was watching her smile. Watching her laugh. Now she's gone, a empty walking soul stuck on this earth. Everyone around us seems to think she's still here, but I know. I watched her walk away. Leave the night to the heartbroken and lonely. Now she lives among the shadows, hidden in the moon, and I'd give anything to hold her again.
How selfish I must be. To bring her back to this Hell just for me to smile again? For me to love again? I couldn't. Not even I am that cruel. She deserves this. To never worry again, to never cry again, I can feel her in the wind.
With my tattered heart and shattered mind, I'll smile to the sky and never forget who brought me to my knees. Only you could. Only I know.
It's been two days.
Since you walked away.
I'll never love the same, but I'll smile for you. The way you did for me.
Love was over-rated anyway.