These Miles Have Torn Us Worlds Apart

It seems a waste. A waiting game leaves me misplaced. It seems like a normal day, the sun it blinds, voices ring in my ears, but all can fade away, for just a day. If I wake up, I'll survive another moment, but if I stay, in my dreams I can feel you here. A beauty only your eyes can bring to my world. Even if just for a day. But how long can I dream when I know reality screams for my mind to realize, I'm just living, never smiling, never seeing the colors that I was meant to hear. The sound of the pastel blue of the autumn skies where I can remember holding your hand. The pansy lined the street, the rain washed away the clay and stacks of gravel we kicked to the wind. The the milky silence of all the stars as they lit our way to moonlight, they all seem perfect as the reflect in you eyes. But in the morning, I know I'll see none of the same. It fades to gray, the rain, it keeps my wondering, wherever you are, that's my place.
There's a heart that beats so far away, and I'll wait for a day when your smile is painted next to mine, keeping my heart whole, full of warmth, the grass never seemed greener then where your steps match mine. Yet every time, I know it's time for yet another goodbye, I'll watch you leave, watch you wave and smile like it's all okay. But when your sight leaves mine, the puzzle held so close in my chest will lie unfinished.
Until then, I'll keep dreaming, wondering, if it'll always be this way. For just a day. I feel perfect. For a year of unfinished laughs, it's always worth it.
So I'll wait.
So far away, I'm standing underneath the stars and always I know there's something missing. When I glance to the empty air around me, I always remind myself
Just one more day.